Thoughts of the day - September 2nd

    Hello everyone ! How are you ?

   Yesterday was a back-to-school day. I hope, if it was the case, that you enjoyed it ! That is a time to discover new teachers, a new way to study, some philosophy also maybe, …

   A while ago, I felt like writing a « Thoughts of the day » and here we are. I am inspired, in a way : well, I realized some things that I wanted to share with you guys.

   First of all, that is a matter of future. I am currently living my last high-school year and I don't really know which study will I must choose, neither which job would be suitable to me.

   I almost always thought that I would opt for literary sector. However, I still doubt about what would interest me. I do have a deep love for writing but I know that working as a writer is impossible. Well, let's say "quite hard".

  I don't mean to give up this dream anyway, but I will focus on a more concrete type of study.

   As you already became aware of the fact that languages is pretty important to me, to not say essential, you can easily understand that I want to use them.

   The problem is contained in this small word : How ?

   Do I am going to focus on using them in a couple of disciplines; or, do I wish to study these languages, the countries they are related to history, literature ?

   For now, I don't have any answer, and that is bothering me...

   Secondly, the matter...

   Yes, I always have problems to speak about. If there weren't any problems, what would we do, how could we exist for real ? By the way, philosophy create strange reflexions : don't even notice that ^^

   So... : the matter is that a French teacher of which I followed the classes for two years is not going to be our Literature teacher this year. I think that I never was so much disappointed. He helped me to do my best every time, to work more and more to be successful and end up being proud of me. He taught us to think the good way, to make relevant reflexions, to study something objectively, …

   He made us always want to increase our level and make him happy, proud of our results, our evolution. 

   Thanks to him, I really grew up my mind.

   Today, I can't believe that he won't be there saying « You don't know that, really ? You should have ! » and pushing us further, and further.

   All these hidden encouragements, today, I have to make them by my own. Indeed, this is something good, to a certain extent because now, I still keep thinking : « He would have asked you more. He would have told you to know that perfectly. ».

   He was a pillar to my self-building and, for sure, none of us are going to forget him.

   Anyways, these two last days were not that bad, I just pointed out the things that went wrong in a way ! It just sounds like the end of something...

   But, tell me in comment, what about you ? What are you up to ? Are you still studying, or working ?

   Have you some advices to give me for next year ? (because I think I will need it)

   Next article is supposed to be published next week or this week-end (depends on the free time I will have). Subject is, as I already told you there, How do Ifeel about leaving to Japan !

   See you next time.

A~